July 10, 2021: I got my first tattoo / Autumn in my heart 🍁

I was less nervous about the pain than the implications of having a tattoo. I used to—not really despise but—snub the idea of myself getting tattoos. I can’t really explain the reason; it’s not the prison/gang stereotype that many people had. I guess I wanted to stay “pure” and untainted and cute, LOL. Also, I was concerned … Continue reading July 10, 2021: I got my first tattoo / Autumn in my heart 🍁

Q&A with self on the day I turn 30.

Today is my first day. I ask myself, how do I feel right now? About being 30? I don’t know much about it yet. It’s like entering a new club as a newcomer. I don’t know anyone, I don’t know where to station myself or who to approach first. Even though hours ago I was … Continue reading Q&A with self on the day I turn 30.

2020 Wrap-Up: Nothing I Imagined.

  2020 was nothing I imagined.   I won't deny I still feel somewhat dismayed by how 2020 turned out. I feel some kind of lacking, like a lot could have happened if only coronavirus didn't happen. Compared with the several past years—which, like for most people, always began with false optimism that didn't get … Continue reading 2020 Wrap-Up: Nothing I Imagined.